DISSECTING THE PRE-CENTRAL GYRUS

Murderman

Why am I smiling? Find out soon!

New (idiot) pics courtesy of my laptop. Finally got it working after uninstalling the OEM Vista and installing XP. Vista fucking sucks. It needs obscenely high system specs to be able to do what it (purportedly) does.

Anyways, a lot of things have happened lately, and I don't want to JINX anything by talking about it to anyone. All I can say is, I won't say anything. Ha ha ha.

On to other things.

I took some pics of my sculptures and my favorite piece is this:

It's an orc, obviously. It's incredibly hard to take a decent photo with an imbedded webcam, so bear with it.I really love how it turned out, especially the veins on its neck. From another angle:

With his helmet:

Im planning to paint it but I'm still deciding whether I'm going to leave it as is or make a full figure, complete with armor.

Geeky, I know.

Another full figure I was working on. That is, until I got bored. It started out as a bust and I just kept adding to it.

The helmet comes off. :D

He's one ugly mofo!

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Im going back to hospital duty on Tuesday. Argh! It seems my vacation was too damned short! It's all crying babies for me this time. See you soon, I'll update as soon as can.

Murderman

...And I listen for the whisper

Of your sweet insanity

While I formulate denials

Of your effect on me...

You're a stranger

So what do I care?

You vanished today

Not the first time for you

All the lies...

What am I to do with all this...

...Silence?

 "A Stranger"

It's getting to be ri-goddamn-diculous.

The most boring part of my minors rotation is almost over; it's just two more weeks each of ENT and Psychiatry. Which means less "free" time.

I'd like to write more, really. But lately I just can't seem to find the drive to do so. Not that there aren't any interesting things to write about. I can always rant about that megalomaniac Apollo Quiboloy who really believes he is the second coming of Christ - Hallelujah! Let us invest in our salvation by joining him, because only in him can we be saved! Or how a certain person who shall remain nameless keeps haunting me, even in my dreams. Or how The Dark Knight was wickedly awesome and how it wasn't really a superhero movie in the broadest sense(Heath Ledger should win an Oscar). Or about countless other things I'd really like to talk about.

But I can't.

Lately I've been feeling rather blue(I won't say depressed) for no apparent reason.

...I need medication.

Murderman

After nearly two months, my right-sided headache still has gone away. Granted, the severity's down to 1-2/10 in the pain scale, but it's still there. The most likely cause would be a sinus inflammation. But since I'm a really paranoid guy, I'm thinking a brain tumor. Argh.

Headaches aside, my chest pains have somewhat subsided. It only bothers me when I stoop over something for too long; even then it usually goes away when I burp. Again, this is one of the usual symptoms of gallbladder disease, something most people die without even knowing they have it. But I'm guessing it's heart disease.

...Does anyone know if there's a hypochondriac clinic in the vicinity? 

Murderman

This entry marks the first time I have ever written from home. It's weird, I know. I've always used to access the web from internet cafes out of paranoia (and various other reasons). I'm currently in my hometown, ironing out some things and trying to come up with a hospital feasibility study, organizational chart and mission/vision statement(don't ask).

It's the rainy season here, and as expected, everything's wet. It's raining as I write this but then again it always does, round here. This is the Seattle of the Philippines, and I am the Rain Man! He he. One of my friends was supposed to come over for a drinking session but I guess he won't be, since the gorram rain is picking up, and pretty soon the streets will be flooded. I'm still hoping he'll come over though, a couple of drinks or so would be nice.

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I have Requiem #6! I bought a copy a few days ago. The artwork is simply phenomenal, and the writing is absurd(in a good way). So far I have all of them except for #4 which is Heavy Metal May 2006 Issue. If anyone knows where I can find one gimme a holler.